Smitten

Well...There has been some interesting turn of events in my life. For details, await the new podcast that should be up next week.

Her

I saw her again tonight. I thought i was over it coz i havent seen her in a while...but i saw her and she looked beautiful as ever. I worked up the courage to speak to her about random stuff. She answered my questions...and then kinda left it at that. I dont see us being in an awkward stage....but i dont see us being friends anytime soon.

BUT im going overseas soon, so thats gonna be fun! 39 more days!

Sick

Bah, im sick, and i hate it! I like breathing normally and being able to swallow without my throat hurting. Can you imagine if life was like this all the time? It'd kinda really suck. I have to go to work(s) today as well, and i cant skip it.

Speaking of work, i had a crazy dream last night about one of them. I was at work, doing my own thing, and a guy comes in looking for my boss, i said hes out the back, and then he pulls a gun out and started shooting at me! I run outside and try to hail down a taxi to get home, but then some other guys are out there trying to shoot at me! I cant remember what else happened, but it was freaky to get shot at.

And on that note....i better get out of my pjs.

So she said no.

Not much i can do, but just go with the flow. She said shes kinda dating someone else, which is fine, i hope this person never comes to the games coz i think i would die with jealously if i saw her being with someone else.

How do i stop liking someone?

Sunday

Im just going to do it on sunday. Ive never had to ask a girl out before. This is my first time (even though ive been in 3 previous long term relationships). And this is the first time im asking a straight girl out. If it goes wrong...it goes wrong, but at least im going to do it right?

rain rain go away!

oh please please please soccer training....dont be cancelled!! Pleeeeeease i need my bi weekly dose of...a certain person! :(

girl problems

Im so hopelessly into this girl that its driving me crazy! (and probably driving everyone else crazy around me because i keep talking about it). I dont know how much longer i can hack it before i just blurt out that i like her and want to go out with her. Its like my mind will know thats a stupid dumb thing to do, but my mouth will have a mind of its own...