Smitten

Well...There has been some interesting turn of events in my life. For details, await the new podcast that should be up next week.

Her

I saw her again tonight. I thought i was over it coz i havent seen her in a while...but i saw her and she looked beautiful as ever. I worked up the courage to speak to her about random stuff. She answered my questions...and then kinda left it at that. I dont see us being in an awkward stage....but i dont see us being friends anytime soon.

BUT im going overseas soon, so thats gonna be fun! 39 more days!

Sick

Bah, im sick, and i hate it! I like breathing normally and being able to swallow without my throat hurting. Can you imagine if life was like this all the time? It'd kinda really suck. I have to go to work(s) today as well, and i cant skip it.

Speaking of work, i had a crazy dream last night about one of them. I was at work, doing my own thing, and a guy comes in looking for my boss, i said hes out the back, and then he pulls a gun out and started shooting at me! I run outside and try to hail down a taxi to get home, but then some other guys are out there trying to shoot at me! I cant remember what else happened, but it was freaky to get shot at.

And on that note....i better get out of my pjs.

So she said no.

Not much i can do, but just go with the flow. She said shes kinda dating someone else, which is fine, i hope this person never comes to the games coz i think i would die with jealously if i saw her being with someone else.

How do i stop liking someone?

Sunday

Im just going to do it on sunday. Ive never had to ask a girl out before. This is my first time (even though ive been in 3 previous long term relationships). And this is the first time im asking a straight girl out. If it goes wrong...it goes wrong, but at least im going to do it right?

rain rain go away!

oh please please please soccer training....dont be cancelled!! Pleeeeeease i need my bi weekly dose of...a certain person! :(

girl problems

Im so hopelessly into this girl that its driving me crazy! (and probably driving everyone else crazy around me because i keep talking about it). I dont know how much longer i can hack it before i just blurt out that i like her and want to go out with her. Its like my mind will know thats a stupid dumb thing to do, but my mouth will have a mind of its own...

Podcast is up

So its done. Its ready. Its...kinda bad quality at some points. But hey, this is our first podcast that we have ever done, and its the first time ive ever had to edit audio. I didnt use music because its already and hour long, and i didnt want it to go longer. I had to use megaupload coz we just want to see how the podcast goes before we get some of our own space.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=1SQYPQHG

Email comments and stuff to us at maryamandmaya@hotmail.com

Hopefully we can get one our own lil corner in the podcast section soon.

Cheers for listening!

Oh and i hope we dont sound too alike that you cant tell us apart! I'm the one that giggles at random things.

And yeah, I know, i shouldnt eat gum on a podcast. Ever.

10 bloody goals, or so.

Played a game of soccer today (hungover i might add!) and we won, by 10, or 11 goals. I forget how much exactly, coz we kinda lost count.

Last night i went out with a bunch of friends to a club in sydney, got really drunk, and then tried to get home. I slept over at my friends house when we finally got there, close to 5am. Bit of advice for people: Don't drink a fuckload of alcohol the night before the first soccer game. It doesn't mix well.

I saw my crush girl again. We spoke a bit, she complimented me on something (My stomach did a funny butterfly thing). She still hasnt added me on msn. I sent her an email. I dont want to scare her, but im dying to know more about her!

Podcasting was postponed til Tuesday. Can't wait :)

Falling Hard

I met a girl.

Well, actually, i met her a few weeks back, but we never talked, and i never have my glasses on when im around her so i cant tell one blurry face from the next. But Wednesday night, we talked a lot (as much as we could, when we were doing the activity at which we participate in together). I asked for her email address and added it to my msn. Im sitting here like a bloody puppy, waiting for her to come online. So far she hasnt.

Ive been day dreaming about her ALL day today. From the moment I woke up, to all day at work, and then when i got back from work. (even when i was in the optometrists office! Oh yeah i got new contacts too.)

This is crazy...I have to ask her out or something. But i cant just do that, it'd be weird if she said no! Help!

Cool people

It happens to me all the time. I meet really awesome cool people. And they live far away. And i dont mean, the other side of sydney, but in different countries. People who i can envision hanging out with lots, talking smack, eating chocolate with, and maybe even watching a bit of L word here and there.

It sucks.

someone invent bloody instant, free, travel! Put the aviation industry out of business! (that fact that i was training to be a pilot will seem kinda ironic here!)

Love/Hate

A few things i love right now:

Soccer and getting fit. It feels good.

The fact that my trip has been 100% confirmed and paid for, so ive got something huge to look forward to.

My sister and nephew being here.

My upcoming podcast (exciting)

Guitar hero!

Long weekend this week!

Stuff i hate:

My brother being an absolute bastard

Not seeing any of my friends for a while

Being sore after soccer

Kelka not getting my package yet :(

my nephew

My nephew is the cutest kid in the world! I gave him a bath today, and he peed on me...but i still love him to bits :)

Jobs

Is it better to have a job that is easy, boring, not challenging, pays normal, and will go nowhere OR a job thats hard, challenging, pays the same but is really interesting and fun?

Podcast

I want to do a podcast.

i have no one to podcast with. I dont know what to podcast about. And I wouldnt know the first thing about podcasting. Except that you need to have a microphone of some sort. Maybe.

AGAIN

I forgot to chuck the rubbish out...AGAIN! fuck, my parents are coming home tomorrow and the bin is full of shit. Including alcohol that we arent spose to even have! FUCK what should i do? Its over flowing. Im such an idiot!

Food

you know you seriously need to go food shopping when you are lying around daydreaming about food you saw at someone else's house the day before. And not like special food, but just normal food. Like "mmm...that pear looked awful good!". Or even "wow, im sure those cornflakes tasted good with that fresh milk!".

Also when you open the cupboard, look around for about 5 mins, theres nothing. Then you go to the fridge and do the same. And then when you cant find anything, you go back to the cupboard in hopes that in that 5 mins that has passed, something magically edible would have appeared there.

It never does.

family

4 more days til my parents and my sister and her kid come home. My parents dont know my sister and her kid are coming, so its going to be a surprise. Cant wait.

In order for this to be good, I have to clean the house. Its a big mess since its just been my brother and me in it for 4 months. I need to:

-Mow the lawn (its up to my knees)
- work out where im going to find a lawnmower
- pull out all the weeds
- clean the swimming pool
- Clean the kitchen + fridge + cupboards
- Clean all the bathrooms
- set up a guest room for my sister and kid
- vaccum the house
- mop all the floors
- buy/cook food
- buy some of those incense sticks
- clean the cars
- clean the garage
- Yell at my brother for not helping to clean the house

I should probably get a move on with all this. But im sitting in my pjs right now... and its sunday. So, i'll do it later, i promise!

Rubbish

don't you hate it when you wake up to the sound of the rubbish truck going by and you are like "wtf, that shit it noisy im trying to sleep!!"


And then you fall back asleep, and then wake up hours later and remember that you forgot to put your own rubbish bin out?

Work

Today, i got paid $200 to sit in a PENTHOUSE SUITE in one of the most expensive hotels in my city, (with a view of the harbour i might add), on the top floor, order room service, and watch TV. Oh and i had to like, babysit kids or something like that. One peed on me, but you know, shit happens.

Fucking Awesome. This money is going straight to my ABQ fund.

The planet shop

I was feeling so sick today (hungover actually) then i came online and guess what? There is a PLANET PODCAST store! I was happy. Whipped out my credit card and ordered everything!

So heres me pimping the Planet Podcasts shop. Buy loads!

http://theplanetshop.blogspot.com/

Shopping

I bought a cocktail dress yesterday. Its pretty nice i must say (and i never wear dresses! this is the first one ive ever bought). I spent about 2 hours walking around the shopping centre, dragging three of my guy friends and making them help me choose a dress. And finally i found one. The first ten i tried on were over $200!! The one i finally got was $50 and it was nicer than all the others. I also got a shirt, and a really nice hat. I dont normally like shopping, but yesterday was good.

lonely

Ever get the feeling, whenever your surrounded by people, friends and family...you are still lonely? I have that feeling. I wish i did have a significant other that i could share everything with. Being in the closest sucks...but i can imagine a lot of heartache and pain would be felt if i came out. And not just by me, but by everyone i know because they will feel like they have "lost" me (i mainly refer to my family about that).

Money

I've got to save up a fuck load of money if i want to travel overseas this year. My main goal is ABQ and if i go to America, i want to check out other cities. And also Canada if i can. I reckon I'll need about $6000 to cover about 4 weeks of travelling and the airfare. So thats my goal. I dont know how im going to save that in the next 17 weeks. I cant put away $350 a week. I might have to borrow some. But theres also the tax refund, and im hoping that will be close to 2 grand. We'll see.

Parents.

Only 16 more days til my parents come home. I cant believe ive missed them this much! Theyve been gone for 12 weeks now. Don't get me wrong, ive enjoyed the chance at going wild and all that. But i miss hugging my mum :( and her making me tea!

Soccer

My arms hurt, my legs hurt, my back hurts, my feet hurt and my credit card hurts. I just signed up for a new season of outdoor soccer. Had my first training session tonight and im sore. Met some hot girls, and saw a lot of my old soccer friend who ive played with since i was a wee lil 13 year old. Getting fit makes you really sore! :(

hoooooook me up

It sucks when you find out about your ex hooking up with other people. But i guess its inevitable. And you dont want to know, but you want to know, at the same time. Blerg. Ok I'm over it, im over it. No seriously, I am.

Mornings

Why is it easy for some people to get up early in the morning and harder for others? Do you think its something I can train myself in? Do i have to eat special food, or do a particular exercise? I just cant seem to get up in the morning. Maybe it has something to do with me sleeping really late at night....

First blogging

Heres my first post into the blog world.

Better make it memorable.

Damn I dont have anything to say. Check back later.