Wednesday, 13 February 2008

lonely

Ever get the feeling, whenever your surrounded by people, friends and family...you are still lonely? I have that feeling. I wish i did have a significant other that i could share everything with. Being in the closest sucks...but i can imagine a lot of heartache and pain would be felt if i came out. And not just by me, but by everyone i know because they will feel like they have "lost" me (i mainly refer to my family about that).

3 comments:

BettePee said...

if you're not true to yourself, wont you stand to lose everyone? the people that love you for who they think you are, and the people that actually love you for who you really are?

Vegemite said...

Thats true, I just dont know how to get through it all. I think they will eventually be all right with it. But it could take years and years.

Soundbalance said...

hi.
I can really relate to what you are saying.
I do find myself lonely... Although im happy and i have great friends and family around me. I guess, we all just want to love, and be loved by that special someone.
(And.. yes, being in the closet sucks! Im not out to my family either...)

tira.